choices, part 2

In an update to this post last month, I just sent in an application for the program. Still not completely sure it is what I want to do, but I am also not ready to give up on it. The sticking point is the possibility to work with state officials on improving health care. To work on health policy reform in the state capital! Or at least working within the hospital to make policy changes. That'd be SOOOOO cool and so up my alley. I figure that by applying I'm allowing someone else to decide for me &/or buying myself more time to decide on my own. Only time will tell how this all pans out!