Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Exhausted and terrified

2 days of 2nd year cumulative shelf exams equating 342 questions over 8 hours of testing, plus receiving my score from last Friday's NBME step 1 predictive exam mean that I am COMPLETELY exhausted and absolutely terrified about the coming weeks. I already feel burnt out and possibly a little manic. Scared I'm not going to pass step 1. Worried the score I want is simply unattanable at this point. Fearing that 19 days is not enough time to learn all that I need to, yet, that postponing my date wont help either. Feeling totally helpless and overwhelmed, somewhat like when I was a small child and feared that a low grade on a spelling or math test would keep me out of college...

I need a nap.

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