huh?

I got a (stupid) chain email from my mom today. It stated:

"This year we're going to experience four unusual dates. 1/1/11, 1/11/11, 11/1/11, 11/11/11 and that's not all... Take the last two digits of the year in which you were born -now add the age you will be this year, and the result will be 111 for everyone...!! "

While I normally don't give these emails any time or attention, I'm curios. How is the 111 possible? It works for me (84 + 27 = 111), does it work for others? Can anyone explain?

Purim sameach!

Somehow, in the midst of crazy studying, I've actually found some subtle ways to celebrate pruim this year! Moments of balance, happy friends, and mishloach manot full of gluten free Trader Joe's goodness [shipped from friends in the Northeast] totally make my day!

Purim sameach ya'll!

daydreams about the future

For the next month of my life, I am expected to spend 12+ hours a day simply learning. When I say learning, I really mean shoving all of the "ology" (physiology, histology, pathology, pharmacology, microbiology, anatomy and clinical diagnosis) into my brain until it starts coming out my nose, and then find a way to stuff even more in there. Most of the time I think that I am totally blessed to have the luxury of spending my day with information, grappling with the complexities of the human body. I'm being trusted to learn so that (hopefully) one day I can take up the art of practicing medicine and give back to my community.

However, sometimes sitting in a study room, surrounded by books, drowning in information, getting scores of 50% or so on practice test after practice test (which I am told is normal-ish for this stage of studying) is enough to make me go crazy! During these moments daydreaming about the future keeps me motivated. My current daydreams seem to revolve around what I could do if I take a year off and where I may decide to take my future career. Topping the list:

Year off: AMSA health justice fellowship, Doris Duke clinical research fellowship, and the CDC applied epidemiology research fellowship...

Post MD/MPH degree: US public health service corps, CDC Epidemic Intelligence Service, getting a MPP...

At the end of the day, no matter how productive I was or how brain dead I am, I get to come home to my wonderful cat Lulav (can I sound any more like a lesbian?!) who simply wants me to feed and play with him. Really though, taking care of something besides myself puts a long day of studying perfectly into perspective.

A glimer of hope?

It seems that the Senate Republican's are being a little more rational than the House was with regards to title X (planned parenthood) funding. In today's news from National Partnership for Women and Families, the following was stated:

"In a letter to Senate Appropriations Committee Chair Daniel Inouye (D-Hawaii) and Vice Chair Thad Cochran (R-Miss.), Sen. Lisa Murkowski (Ala.) wrote, "I believe Planned Parenthood provides vital services to those in need and disagree with their funding cuts in the bill. ... I ask you to consider these programs going forward to determine if there is room for allowing continued funding."

In a separate e-mail to a constituent, Murkowski wrote, "I do believe that Planned Parenthood provides vital services to those in need and disagree with its funding cuts contained in the H.R. 1 package." She added, "From 2002-2008, Planned Parenthood received $342 million in federal taxpayer money through Title X funding alone. With these funds, Planned Parenthood has provided women throughout the U.S. with important family planning and contraceptive services as well as screening for breast and cervical cancers for low-income women. I believe it is important that Title X organizations continue to receive funding."

Sen. Susan Collins (R-Maine) last week also announced her opposition to eliminating Title X (Politico, 3/11)."

We need to keep fighting this as it hasn't been voted on yet. Continue to contact your elected officials, continue to spread the word and raise awareness, continue to take a stand for access to reproductive health care.

Match day 2011 is approaching!

Today marks the start of a big week for all 4th year medical students! I'm crossing my fingers for each and every one of you. May you all be pleasantly surprised with your results! (And may your success inspire my studying for STEP 1...)

Taken from the NRMP website:

March 14, 2011	Applicant matched and unmatched information posted to the Web site at 12:00 noon eastern time.
March 15, 2011	Filled and unfilled results for individual programs posted to the Web site at 11:30 a.m. eastern time. Locations of all unfilled positions are released at 12:00 noon eastern time. Unmatched applicants may begin contacting unfilled programs at 12:00 noon eastern time.
March 17, 2011	Match Day! Match results for applicants are posted to Web site at 1:00 p.m. eastern time.
March 18, 2011	Hospitals send letters of appointment to matched applicants after this date.

Ask an Abortion Provider

"Ask an Abortion Provider" is totally snarky, and totally worth reading. Enjoy!

p.s. starting at 7am tomorrow morning I disappear into the land of step 1 studying. I'll do my best to keep posting but I make no promises!

"I care"

After reading "18 Stethoscopes, 1 Heart Murmur and Many Missed Connections" in the New York Times, I sure hope that my patients view me as Ben. That my neon sign flashes "I care". The start of my clinical rotations in a few short months will be a true test of this...

I just need to remember that listening to my patients, truly listening, is one of the most important services I can offer.